people keep telling me that this is not forever. i think i am starting to lose faith. it feels like forever. it's only been 5 months but these 5 months feel like forever. i am losing steam and losing faith right now. i've never been homeless but sometimes i feel homeless....seriously. i go to work, come home and feel like i am living in an abandoned house. an abandominium. i am still living out of boxes and bags. my clothing is in 5 rooms.....5 rooms people! i can't find my shoes or clothes half the time. not one room is complete. not even close to completion. is anyone else in the throes of living like a hobo? has lived like a hobo? how did you cope????